When I grow up...I'll be stable...

I have been in a lull in the past few days. A lot has hit my friends, some extremely trying struggles are ahead of them, and I am working my best to support them. Because of this I have not been doing my regular things like...taking millions of pictures. I should be taking advantage of the last of the summer. I am depressed just saying that.
The leaves on our little tree are starting to change. I kinda feel sick in my tummy when I see them...I love summer that much!
My girl is growing and there are big changes on my horizon. Growing changes with my friends, with myself, scenery changes are ahead as well, moving is up and coming for us. At least I have that to look forward to. A brand new house, a new space that I can make my home. I think I've been waiting for this for a long time.
I'm starting to feel more grown up.

Give Them Something To Talk About

This is a rant blog!!!! Why do people talk shit? Why? Lately I feel like I can't trust anyone. Cause people seem to just not be telling the truth to me lately. Telling me what I want to hear, I guess.
This is not something recent. Just something I have been dealing with for the last few months. But my mind has been opened up to it again, and it feels like someone opened up a wound. A past drama with some girls online (it always seems to be online friends) which happened to leak through networks of friends into my real life friends has somehow resurfaced, and I'm getting mad about it all over again.
Honesty is the best policy! Seriously!

At least I know this little bug is honest with me. Thank God for my Little Machine (a nickname given to her by her Godmother, Jaime).



and her daddy too. This guy is stuck to me like glue. Something I have really learned in the past couple months



Now that the rant is over. My family is AWESOME. I had some people REALLY pull through for me in this past week. I feel loved by my family so therefore, I will stick to that positive note and end this blog.